personal...

name: em
dob: feb 14, 1988
location: brookfield, wi
religion: none. though sometimes I wish I could allow myself to believe in something bigger...
occupation: student @ behs

appearance...

hair: dark brown with pink streaks
eyes: brown with a little bit of green in them
height: 5'5 1/2" short

style...

clothing: anything big and comfy when I can get away with it. sweatshirts and pjs are huge for me.
music: almost anything...
make up: natural / nonexistant
bodyart: single piercing in each my ears... want a tattoo of a frog somewhere, haven't decided where yet but I want one, and I may be able to get my nose pierced on my sweet sixteen. depends on whether I let people stop me or not.

right now...

wearing: pink winnie-the-pooh pjs
listening to: ghost of a good thing by dc
where are you: basement

last thing....

bought: I really don't remember :\
ate & drank: water this morning (should probably drink more before I dehydrate), a poptart last night
read: poems from my poe book <3
watched on tv: a good question
said: "see you online, bye!"

either/or...

club or house party: house party!
tea or coffee: coffee
achiever or slacker: hahaha slacker but not as much of one as michi/anna!
beer or cider: neither, they both taste bad
drinks or shots: drinks
cats or dogs: hmm... the question that I can almost never answer... 'cept yesterday, I realized I AM more of a dog person than a cat, whether I want to be or not
single or taken: taken <3 I miss you, we haven't talked in forever...
pen or pencil: pen
gloves or mittens: gloves
cassette or cd: CD
coke or pepsi: coke
hard or mild alcohol: depends
matches or a lighter: lighter
rikki lake or oprah winfrey: ew, neither. JERRY ALL THE WAY.

who do you want to...

kill: nobody really... I just want to hurt several people very, very badly
look like: the person I can see myself looking like once I drop every pound I can
be like: mikhela. she's self-sacrificing beyond belief, and I would love to be as selfless as she is
avoid: he-who-shall-not-be-mentioned (AKA the father figure)
kiss: Bryan
be with: Bryan

last person you... and when?

touched: josh last night as I kicked him
talked to: anna! an hour or so ago-ish?
hugged: good question. anna? maybe caitlin? I don't remember
instant messaged: anna again :D just... now.
kissed: rosababy today, I give my dog kisses, so sue me
who broke your heart: Bryan, recently when we were having way too many problems
fought with: um... either bryan or the parental unit, I don't remember
you talked to on the phone: anna!

where do you...

eat: on the kitchen or living room floor
dance: whenever I'm in the mood to, I'll bust out a move
cry: my room
wish you were: wherever bryan is right now <3 he's the only person I feel like hanging with off the phone and off the computer right now...

have you ever...

dated one of your best friends?: yes
loved somebody so much it makes you cry?: yes
drank alcohol?: yes
done drugs?: naw, I'm not that lost yet
broken the law?: yep
ran away from home?: not yet. came really close to last spring/summer though. was gonna just get to sean's house, stay in his shed, haha
broken a bone?: no, but sprained my ankle and my pinky
cheated on a test?: naw, just compared answers :P
skinny dipped?: naw
played truth or dare?: oh yes
flashed someone?: haha, with carrie, flashed a random truck driving by
mooned Someone?: naw
kissed someone you didn't know?: naw
been on a talk show/game show?: nope
been in a fight?: physical, no; verbal, oh yes
ridden in a fire truck?: yup. and a cop car. and an ambulance
been on a plane?: yup
come close to dying?: yep
cheated on your boy/girlfriend?: define "cheating". I never did it on purposeeee...
gave someone a piggy back/shoulder ride?: yep
eaten a worm/mud pie?: uh, no
swam in the ocean?: no, but soaked my feet in the ocean, yay for me?
had a nightmare/dream that made you wake up?: mmhmm
wanted to die: hmm...
really kissed someone of the same sex: nope

relationships and mushy stuff...

girlfriend/boyfriend: bryan <3
when and who was your 1st crush?: hmm... my first serious crush was Mike French, 5th-6th grade and then again in 8th. haha. I don't know what I saw in him.
what do you first notice about the opposite sex: face stuffs
your idea of a perfect date: doing something outdoors-y, like hiking or mountain climbing or whitewater rafting or tubing or something fun like that...
how romantic are you?: romantic enough
my ideal guy/girl: that's tough to describe. someone who won't leave after the first fight (because with me, there are going to be fights if I'm serious about the relationship, heh), someone who doesn't clam up when I clam up, because when we're both clammed up nothing is going to get anywhere and because I'm a paranoid bitch, so him not talking leads to me coming up with a ton of different bad stories as to what's up... someone who isn't one way, then suddenly changes on me, because I'm really bad with shocking changes (like... him being all nice to me and never, ever yelling at me or putting me down in any way, then suddenly just crushing me with a few words that could have been chosen better... if the guy shows me right off the bat that he can have a temper, too, then I'm all prepared and stuff, but it throws me off when I'm otherwise not). Someone that offers me security and stability, because god, my life is otherwise very unstable. and wow, this is going long, so I'm gonna just shut up.
name a moment that you thought was really sweet: when after a couple of weeks of being broken up back in september due to him not feeling anything, I finally got to hear him say "I love you" again. Really, people, nothing is better than those three words.
your first kiss: Uh.. I'll pass on this, because Anna's dying for some info that I don't want to share with her or anybody in WFB, haha
do you have a crush: crushes are stupid and confusing. and I'm always confused by the word crush. it's stupid.
how long was your longest relationship: 16 months <3 and still going

what is...

the most embarrassing cd in your collection?: mph. those Now CDS that people keep getting me for whatever reason.
your bedroom like?: light lavender with a darker shade sponged over it for the walls, a faux fur comforter on my day bed thingy, which also came with a pull-out bed so 'sall good, a nice rug thingy in the middle of the room over a wooden floor, two cream-colored dressers, a funky lamp, a closet that takes up pretty much an entire wall, and that closet has mirrors for doors so yay, yellow beanbag chair, billions of stuffed animals... sounds like a typical girl's room, but it's sooo very messy. right now, you wouldn't be able to walk in it without spraining an ankle.
your favorite thing for breakfast?: water
your favorite thing for lunch?: water
your favorite thing for dinner?: water again. I don't feel good about myself unless I'm consuming water only.
your favorite restaurant?: haha domino's when I absolutely need to eat. it's disgusting but I love it.

future...

what day is it tomorrow?: Wednesday
what are you going to do after this?: sign offline and load up the sims while waiting to see if megan got my message about the party
who are you going to talk to?: the computer. will probably wind up having to cuss it out because it neverl ikes to work
where are you going to go?: nowhere, my ass is staying planted
how old will you be when you graduate?: 18
what do you wanna be?: Journalist
what is one of your dreams?: to live happily ever after

are you...

a vegetarian?: you bet
a good student: no. a good student has better habits than I do. I just manage to pull a few A's and B's
good at wake boarding/snow boarding: haven't ever tried either, but something tells me I'll suck once I get around to the snowboarding one
a good singer?: hahahahah...hah...ha... no.
a good actor/actress?: not a bit
a deep sleeper?: loud noises do not wake me up, but a person whispering does
a good dancer?: no, but that doesn't stop me
shy?: not shy... I'm either quiet or just not willing to be at the place I'm forced to be at
outgoing?: no, just loud when I am anything
a good storyteller?: haha no, I always lose people in my train of thought when I get started. it's always amusing for us all, but yeah
last words?: am I last words? I don't think so. badly worded. :P

Oh, and:

Take the meme at t3knomeme

haha, so very true.

Oh, AND I JUST found out that one of my friends in BKFD is a video game freak when she understands what's going on so that kicks lots of ass, didn't know any of my friends were into anything besides DDR.